'"I thought I was well-adjusted," Malarchuk said. "But I've got some issues, some psychological issues that I've dealt with the last several years. This was a traumatic event in my life. I thought about it probably every day for a year or two after it happened to me. It's been more fleeting in recent years, but this brings it all back. I didn't sleep last night. Not one single wink. I thought I was over it."'